New week. Bank of America would either call this week or next week. If there’s no news next week, time to make more plans.

Starting to really believe the wet hair before sleep theory. Having a headache again. Surely not a coincidence..


Omg every time I feel like I understand, I do a PYP and the Pyp is like, nope you don’t 


The heart is naive, the heart is weak. 

Why would u love someone so much, and yet that someone will let you go without a single fight? 

If you really don’t want me enough then I’ll move on one day. 

But till then I’ll be the silly guy who trusts his instincts. Who believes in us. I’ll still get to see the smile which brightens up my heart every damn moment, but I try to act cool about it. The one whose voice starts your day right. Whom it is so hard to separate from, a physical embrace that hopefully protects you from all the worries surrounding your world. Your confused state when u just woke up. 

Everything of you. 

I know it takes time. And that’s why I’m willing to walk through with you. Whether you would choose to appreciate, or just let me go just like that, is your choice. 

I’m not your ex. I’m Ernest. 

So confused right now 

#things to do

Review Fourier complex series, low pass, high pass filter, discrete time signals, AM Modulation, time domain and frequency modulation.

Read through notes then attempt Latest sem 2 PYP timed. Actual paper is 2 and a half try it in 2 hours. Mark and review

Do one more PYP. 


Well, looks like I’m off to an interview. Bank of America wew. Group interview sounds kinda cool. Wondering if there’s gonna be friendly fire since I have never experienced or went for SMU one. Will be interesting indeed. 

Want to consider my options to be honest. Be it banking, or maybe I want to try the real engineering. Will probably die of boredom though 😂😂

So scared for finals sia 

5 more days

Personally damn stressed. Cant even progress with making the notes because I cannot understand how to convolute time signals. Damn it. Why so complicated. Stressed but have to bite my way through it.

Now, do I jump to the PYP or try to understand this shit. Sigh.