Kinda missing my old hair omgggg… reservist always wrecks things sigh



Never felt so challenged managing a team. WEW

This toastmasters exco is gonna be interesting..


Crazy impromptu soccer session by the melayus of secondary school; got jio-Ed half an hour and off we went.. against some secondary school kids still in their uniforms LOL 

Feels like a typical void deck thing 😂

Ain’t that bad a run today! 3 goals. Got to improve on the right foot though.

And I realise I have to be smarter just in case someone whacks the knee. Did that today so am quite pleased 👍 

Apart from that… Chester Bennington committed suicide. What what what. My linkin park man. RIP. Your music has all the angst that you choose to express, and it will carry on a lifetime. You chose your exit, you’re in a better place now.



Just passed the expressway earlier in the evening. Dad was amused with the bridge linking MBS and the garden

“Whoa.. so many people walking across on the bridge” 

And… my mind. You were on my mind. 

I miss how we were taking in the greenery and crossing on the bridge, exploring gardens by the bay. 

3 more weeks or so I guess… 

much misses 


To who you are

I never thought it would be this bad. I thought I was stronger. I thought it would be  ok.

But in reality it is worse than that. Much worse. Only 2 fucking weeks. 

I’m putting on a face, a face that shows that I can be strong. 

Actually I’m cracking beneath the surface. 

Miss you terribly. 

3 more weeks.


Time to have more discipline in my life. Been rotting for two months doing nothing and just, playing handphone and stuff like that. 

So here’s some personal checklist to keep in track

Every morning: 8 laps, breakfast, (nap if necessary). Study EE2002 op amps well. Search for practice questions 

Afternoon: admin shit to settle (toastmasters, union camp) then study a bit

4 plus: Monday, Wednesday, Friday. Bicep maintenance workout. Tues, Thursday back maintenance workout. If need to go out just skip. 
Hmm. Sounds kinda good. Got to start following then!